So disappointed about myself

These days, I am trapped in very negative feelings and negative thoughts. Now I feel so terrible and disappointed.
Long time no coming here, wholesale jersey, as if each time I come and write something just for expressing extreme happiness or sadness.
Unfortunately, I am unhappy again. Despite of some reflections, I still can not figure out what really result in my disappointments. Maybe, it's due to a lot of reasons.s

I have to admit I am a somewhat ambitious person, I really look forward to making some achievements at work. While, now it seems to be rather difficult. As a worker in the realm of science research, I desire to have some deep research in some certain aspect, but I can not make sure which aspect I should step into. Within the past two years, there isn't a professional leader teaching or directing me. So, for the work, I feel no progess at all compared to when I was at school.
Talking about my colleagues, I do not think, I could get on well with them. Though I behave very politely at my workplace, I could not make it to be friends with them. It seems that our relationship just stays at a very superficial level and contraints only to job needs. And I would feel very hurt if others don't give any good response to my passion and friendliness. Maybe, I won't try to approach actively. So, now I don't feel good while handling the relationship with others.
There are also many trifles at home. Though my younger brother has been married, he still can't behave like a real adult. So, each time when I call my mom, she and my elder sister would together complain lots of things about my brother as well as many other daily things. At home,  I play a parent-like role in my family, so I would lose my temper when I know my brother doesn't behave well and I would also feel bored about those trifles because I myself already become messed up, so those things make me more upset and pressureful.

And then, about my own emotion. I once regard myself as the luckiest person in the world to be in love with my present boyfriend. In my heart, he is my only Mr. Right. Before, cheap mlb hats,I always hear others talk about "the three views" while finding another part.  I feel I and him are extremely matchable in all aspects. He treats me really well and as what I have dreamed of , I could be the real myself and behave like a little girl in front of him. But, maybe, it's my fault, I think I am too excessively cared about him or loving him, so I always pay much attention to his facial expression changes or his words, once I notice he's serious or not happy-looking, I would have very complex thoughts, I would think whether I have done or said something wrong. And I would guess what he's thinking, while he hates me do that. If I ask him whether he's unhappy, he would say he isn't, and I would try to say some tender words first, if he still behave like before, then I would also feel unhappy. He once tells me, if we have conflictions, as long as I behave tender and lovely, he would become well, but as I have tried, it still doesn't work, I don't know what to do. Not for one time, I feel he's unhappy, but he says he isn't, if I insist asking or trying to analyze the reasons, especially if I become unhappy when I get no wanted response from him, he would lose his temper and feel bored, because he would think it's me who's making up one inexistent thing and forcefully regard my guessings as his feelings and he couldn't understand my behaviors. I still think there's some reason for his sudden expression change but I don't know why he doesn't speak out.Maybe, I have done wrong.
Like what I've said above, all of mine have been messed up. I am so disappointed about myself and my present status. What's wrong with me? I feel so terrible now. I really don't know who I should turn to, but I know I would feel embarrassed if sharing them with others. Life is not that easy, now I know. For my work, I hope I could have some more concrete plans and pursuits, for my family, I hope I could get more concerns , for my lover, I hope I could get more understandings and sharings.
To be honest, for some time, I really want to escape, to enclose myself and stay alone quietly, but I can't. For my complaints, cheap nfl jerseys, I only want to speak out, and this's also a chance for me to reflect about my real status. So, with no surprise, I find that I am really in a terrible status, haha. Anyway, I look forward to good changes, I won't let it becoming worse. Maybe, I've allowed myself living too comfortable before, so I just wonder if I should treat myself in a more strict way. Yeah, it's time to wake up and try to arrange these things. I believe I can handle them well, at least I should have confidence before doing it. Fighting!

Home

What makes a home ? Love and sympathy and confidence. It is a place where kindly affections exist among all the members of the family.The parents take good care of their children.meanwhile, cheap jerseys, the children are interested in the activities of their parents.Thus all of them are bound together by affection,and they find their home to be the cheeriest place in the world.Sometimes we heard that home is surrounded by money, exterior element.Especially when we grow up day by day, when I was a child, getting together with my parents all day, that's my dream. Due to some reason, The dream failed,  later, starting education and seeking job outside. I have a little time with my parents.Even I ever told my wife that we don't want our child leave us in the future, even one day.But it is not come true till now. When my sweet daughter come to the world,home is to be whole at that moment.During the time when my sweet is not along with us.My wife and I thought about some questions. What are we striving for while working hard ? What can we bring to our children? How to make a whole home? This is actually troubled us. Indeed, many of our dreams are beat by external power. Someone get over it and get benefit from them,unfortunately, someone was beat and lost their heart.We struggle hard to get high successful and prosperous life, but prosperity alone can by on means insure happiness for home.Your home may be poor and humble, that's your duty. You should try to make it cheerful and comfortable, a whole home. I like one sentence" the greater the difficulties, the richer will be your reward". All of them is a temporary difficult, cheap snapback hats, I firmly believe. That's a stupid idea that children are hindering your development along with us. No one can prevent you if you want.Yes , no one. if you want. To be happy that I will see my sweet tomorrow.        

Cristiano ronaldo: messi is a genius and I respect him

The champions league final is coming, and ronaldo is now being interviewed by Spanish television six. Cristiano ronaldo has made it clear that he has a good relationship with messi and he respects the genius of messi. Ronaldo also misses Manchester united because he has never been booed at Manchester united.

Cristiano ronaldo first talked about messi: "we are not friends, but is counterparts. Let's go to a lot of times the prize presentation ceremony, cheap nba hats, our relationship is very good. We don't have a meal together, although but I respect him very much. He is a football genius, this no doubt."

Ronaldo then talked about the champions league final: "real Madrid has always been popular, we are hot. If I feel I am the best, that I don't think this is not modesty. We are hot, but not necessarily win, we need to do is better than the other."

Cristiano ronaldo has been involved in tax, the Portuguese to say: "I really calm, calm, the matter will be resolved in the best way. A clear conscience can have a good sleep, I sleep well at night, because I am very calm, now is my soul only think about the final."

Are you persecuted by the press? Answered with cristiano ronaldo: "I can't use the word abuse, cheap nfl fitted hats, but a lot of people did in the case of laymen rumor. If I deny all sorts of things every day, that I wouldn't have to do something else."

Cristiano ronaldo has repeatedly expressed desire not to be booed at the bernabeu, Portuguese again emphasize this point: "I don't like to be hush, don't like being home fans booed. When go to great lengths to need outside support, but the fans will hiss you. Manchester united have never seen this kind of thing, I miss Manchester united forever in my heart."

cheap nfl snapback hats, Ronaldo finally spoke of his future: "I will play at real Madrid until I am 41 and I will say so when I renew my contract."

Manchester united have officially rejected real Madrid

Sky sports today confirmed that Manchester united have officially rejected real Madrid's bid for DE gea, suggesting united's determination to remain in the club. Sky sports claims that real Madrid's offer is as high as 60m pounds, cheap nhl jerseys, a record for the highest transfer fee ever, but united are not at all impressed. Manchester united have labelled DE gea as "not for sale".

Real Madrid is a club that is not easily abandoned. Two years ago, they were almost able to get DE gea, but they were ridiculed for failing to deal with the fax machine. Two years later, real Madrid are back, and florentino is confident that he will be able to dig him out this summer. However, Manchester united have been more hawkish this time, and mourinho is not a good player and will not be able to easily release the defensive cornerstones of the game.

Sky sports points out that real Madrid's bid for DE gea is 60 million pounds, three times the cost of Manchester united's $18m transfer fee (18m). The record for the highest transfer fee in the history of the goalkeeper was created by gianluigi buffon, who spent 33 million pounds to buy him. Real Madrid now give Manchester united a 60m pound, almost twice the price of buffon, cheap ncaa jerseys, but united remain reluctant to sell.

In the latter part of the season, jose mourinho has decided to give up the premier league and lead the champions league and win the uefa champions league. The reds will return to the champions league next season. To make a mark in the champions league, Manchester united must be equipped with a good goalkeeper, leaving him clearly the best option. Yesterday, the BBC noted that Mr DE gea was happy to live in Manchester united and he had no intention of leaving the club. He has played 45 times for united in the 2016-17 season. For the past three seasons DE jaha has been the best player in Manchester united, cheap soccer jerseys, but this is the end of the season.

Mourinho is dead, but his attitude to France's prodigy machar is the opposite. The sun newspaper said mussina is bound to hit a big-money signings this summer, Gerry boltzmann and luca library such stars are likely to join the red devils Manchester united front configuration will look bloated. In addition, mourinho will have to consider uefa's rules for financial fair play, which means that jose mourinho is selling, and machar may be the main target of mussina's opening.

In the summer of 2015, he moved from Monaco to Manchester united, with a net worth of up to 58 million pounds. In the 2015-16 season, machar stood out as the team's thigh. But under mourinho, machar was lost in the premier league last season, less than half of the total. In addition, Mr. Machar's professional attitude and off-court lace have been criticized by jose mourinho, cheap MLB Hats, who is outspoken about the lack of mental quality of French stars.

More than 80 million

In Cardiff city, real Madrid team strive to win the team history of the champions league trophy 12, cheap mlb jerseys, when they beat Juventus win, they will also get a lot of extra bonus income.

No team has ever achieved the champions league feat in the history of Europe, and real Madrid are determined to break the spell. Moreover, for the past 59 years, real Madrid have never achieved the la liga and the champions league, and they now have a chance to make history.

Spanish daily marca, points out that ramos and real Madrid team other bosses negotiations with real Madrid top prize, cheap nba jerseys, real Madrid top agreed with the player's request. If real Madrid are the champions of la liga and champions league, each player will receive a bonus of 1.5 million euros.

Last season, real Madrid won the history of the champions league trophy, 11 real Madrid bonuses paid 32 million euros for players and the coach team, everyone get a bonus of 700000 euros, about because beat Barcelona at the nou camp again, real Madrid won the 100000 euros extra reward everyone.

The marca report said that if real Madrid beat juve this time, nfl jerseys cheap, real Madrid would have a total of more than 80 million euros.

blockbuster

 "yahoo! Sports" by France creates a spice, signing the ligue 1 giants Paris st germain Pierre aubameyang has only officer xuan, PSG has been in the front of god transfer and Dortmund agreed, and Pierre aubameyang also accepted the Paris opened a personal treatment, replica oakley sunglasses, he will be joining the Paris to transfer fee of 70 million euros, this will create the history of Paris team's historical records.

After the introduction of the most expensive player in Paris is Uruguayan cavani, he joined a fee of 64 million euros in Paris, now a major setback in the season, losing ligue 1 champions, PSG swiftly in the transfer market has confirmed the deal of Pierre aubameyang.

According to the yahoo! Sports, Pierre aubameyang transfer Paris has nailing on basic upper, borussia Dortmund accepted a euro 70 million bid in Paris, and Pierre aubameyang also accepted the Paris opened a personal contract, he will get a salary of 10 million euros in the ligue 1 giants, Paris at the same time also will give god the bundesliga feng signing at 6 million euros.

Both clubs agreed, nfl jerseys cheap, and the players accepted the individual contract, it clears the Pierre aubameyang joining all the obstacles, the deal is expected to be an officially announced in the near future.

In the past the bundesliga season, Pierre aubameyang scored 31 bundesliga goal, won the premiership golden boot, he joined will let the increased attacking options, in Paris next season, PSG will have willy aubemayang + cavani up front.

The German newspaper bild also revealed that he has emptied his locker in the locker room, which means he will say goodbye to bumblebee. In his four seasons with dort, cheap hats, he has made 189 appearances, scoring 120 goals and being a very efficient striker.

Atletico: no

This two days, the lattice boltzmann transfer rumours in appear constantly, cheap jerseys, however, reports from sky sports, points out that atletico have denied Gerry boltzmann want to leave.

British media have disclosed, the ritz has become the number one target Manchester united this summer acquisition, as mourinho led the reds won the champions league title this season, after to return to the champions league next season, but also for the French striker has cleared the all obstacles switch to old trafford. For this reason, the news that griezmann will be joining Manchester united at the end of the season, however, is not a sign that Manchester united are winning.

Previously, Gerry boltzmann said in an interview with French television, a sixty percent chance of he joined Manchester united, cheap Oakley sunglasses, and there were reports in Spain on Tuesday, he had told atletico, his desire to move to old trafford.

However, a spokesman told sky sports on Wednesday that their striker did not tell the club that he intended to leave the club. Actually last week, there have been news that Manchester united have lattice boltzmann transfer and discussed all his personal conditions, but on Friday was the French deny himself.

At that time in the lattice boltzmann on Internet account wrote: "all the rumors are not true, I'm still is atletico Madrid player, my future will be decided after talks with my sports consultancy." In the just-concluded 2011/17 season, griezmann scored 26 goals in 53 games, cheap nfl hats, while his breaking point was 100 million euros.