Long time no coming here, wholesale jersey, as if each time I come and write something just for expressing extreme happiness or sadness.
Unfortunately, I am unhappy again. Despite of some reflections, I still can not figure out what really result in my disappointments. Maybe, it's due to a lot of reasons.s
Talking about my colleagues, I do not think, I could get on well with them. Though I behave very politely at my workplace, I could not make it to be friends with them. It seems that our relationship just stays at a very superficial level and contraints only to job needs. And I would feel very hurt if others don't give any good response to my passion and friendliness. Maybe, I won't try to approach actively. So, now I don't feel good while handling the relationship with others.
There are also many trifles at home. Though my younger brother has been married, he still can't behave like a real adult. So, each time when I call my mom, she and my elder sister would together complain lots of things about my brother as well as many other daily things. At home, I play a parent-like role in my family, so I would lose my temper when I know my brother doesn't behave well and I would also feel bored about those trifles because I myself already become messed up, so those things make me more upset and pressureful.
Like what I've said above, all of mine have been messed up. I am so disappointed about myself and my present status. What's wrong with me? I feel so terrible now. I really don't know who I should turn to, but I know I would feel embarrassed if sharing them with others. Life is not that easy, now I know. For my work, I hope I could have some more concrete plans and pursuits, for my family, I hope I could get more concerns , for my lover, I hope I could get more understandings and sharings.
To be honest, for some time, I really want to escape, to enclose myself and stay alone quietly, but I can't. For my complaints, cheap nfl jerseys, I only want to speak out, and this's also a chance for me to reflect about my real status. So, with no surprise, I find that I am really in a terrible status, haha. Anyway, I look forward to good changes, I won't let it becoming worse. Maybe, I've allowed myself living too comfortable before, so I just wonder if I should treat myself in a more strict way. Yeah, it's time to wake up and try to arrange these things. I believe I can handle them well, at least I should have confidence before doing it. Fighting!